The mix between emotions and randomness blog

Have you ever been struck by so many different emotions at once? It’s hectic, and it happens a lot more than you think, honestly. Like with Brandon, I have so many mixed emotions towards him. I really like him a lot, and I’m having such a good time being with him, he makes me so happy, but he also makes me so mad I can’t stand to be around him. He purposely does things to piss me off, cause he thinks it’s funny, and sometimes it is, but I can never stay mad at him long, he always ends up making me laugh. Another thing I have mixed emotions toward is music. You all know how much I love music and how much it means to me, because I’ve written about it so much. It’s the best thing in the world to me, but I hate it too. Playing music makes me so happy, but it also makes me sad. I get stuck a lot, and never improve and I still can’t play some really cool things. Brandon can of course, and that upsets me too. But I’m also so happy for him, because he loves music as much as I do, if not more, so I’m glad to watch him excel in something that I can’t. It’s good enough to keep me hanging on to it, because if it weren’t for Brandon, I definitely would have given up on music. He makes me keep playing, even when his playing discourages me, and I really appreciate it. I truly do, and I’m glad that I listened to him. I still need 20 more words DX um, very blog. Wow. Much words. Doge approves. Much illiteracy. Very type. This sucks, I don’t know what to write about…oh! I have three-hundred words!