THE FINAL BLOG

The final blog. I’m so excited! I liked writing blogs at first, but then I started to run out of ideas. I hate that so much, it can be so frustrating when you HAVE to write something, and that’s when every little thing you’ve ever thought about writing just disappears out of your head. Like, seriously. Where does it even go? Not on my blog, that’s for sure. You know what!? I just found my final topic for this piece. SUMMER. I CAN’T FREAKIN’ WAIT. Antique car shows should be starting up next month, and I can’t wait for the weather to get hotter. I want to go on so many dates and picnics with Brandon! It’ll be so cool! When the leaves start growing and the sun keeps shining, and I can just imagine sitting by the river in my grandfathers field underneath the huge tree while Brandon plays the songs he wrote for me on the guitar, I’m getting butterflies just thinking about it! I need to go summer dress shopping! I want to wear so many summer dresses, I want a dress for every single day of the month XD It’s a good thing that I’ve been going to the gym, I have to get my summer bod going hard too, not only my killa prom bootay. Another thing I’m excited for is swimming. My mom and I go to this lake, I can’t remember what it’s called, but it’s crystal clear. You could be 15 feet about the floor of the lake and it would look like you can touch. The water is FREEZING but you get used to it XD oh, and there’s this rock waaaaaay out that’s like the size of a small house, it’s huge, and it’s completely submerged with around 5 feet of water above it. It’s a really neat place, and I can’t wait to go back! I just can’t wait for summer period!

The mix between emotions and randomness blog

Have you ever been struck by so many different emotions at once? It’s hectic, and it happens a lot more than you think, honestly. Like with Brandon, I have so many mixed emotions towards him. I really like him a lot, and I’m having such a good time being with him, he makes me so happy, but he also makes me so mad I can’t stand to be around him. He purposely does things to piss me off, cause he thinks it’s funny, and sometimes it is, but I can never stay mad at him long, he always ends up making me laugh. Another thing I have mixed emotions toward is music. You all know how much I love music and how much it means to me, because I’ve written about it so much. It’s the best thing in the world to me, but I hate it too. Playing music makes me so happy, but it also makes me sad. I get stuck a lot, and never improve and I still can’t play some really cool things. Brandon can of course, and that upsets me too. But I’m also so happy for him, because he loves music as much as I do, if not more, so I’m glad to watch him excel in something that I can’t. It’s good enough to keep me hanging on to it, because if it weren’t for Brandon, I definitely would have given up on music. He makes me keep playing, even when his playing discourages me, and I really appreciate it. I truly do, and I’m glad that I listened to him. I still need 20 more words DX um, very blog. Wow. Much words. Doge approves. Much illiteracy. Very type. This sucks, I don’t know what to write about…oh! I have three-hundred words!